I look back on this account and I cringe, of course. I cringe and I regret so much, but at the same time I'm hit with an odd sense of nostalgia.
Years ago, the Hetalia fandom gave me a safe place for the first time in years. School was a nightmares of bullies and bad grades, and honestly, my life was a mess. The fandom gave me a place to express myself. A place I felt accepted. A place that encouraged me to write and draw and roleplay and create.
Much of my content is awful. My Xreaders I think were the cringiest things. My drawings were terrible, and no, they were not intended to be chibis. But there were always people who would support me